Well, my son, mother and I went to Savannah and Tybee Island for Spring Break. I wanted this trip to be the best for my mom. She seemed to enjoy it but didn';t get to do everything that she wanted to. Tre' seemed to have fun there. But this is what I felt of the situation - they were rude... obnoxious and there was nothing to eat but seafood. The Arby's on Tybee Island was the most rude and nasty place- the employees there were miserable. I was in the sun for less than an hour and was burnt- a few holes were even in my chest. 


 The historical homes were beautiful but it was a very confusing place to get around it. It made no sense. The shopping was terrible and I just didn't enjoy it. I loved the Catholic Church and the First African American Church was also very nice.


Overall it was ok but I would never go back

 Well, we began our trip at 7:00am. We left MT Sterling and headed to Savannah GA. This trip began as stressful as most trip do prior to the day. But all went smooth this morning. We left and entered Tenn- same as the 100's of times that I had been through there. But NC and SC were sooooo boring. Nothing but trees and mountains.
It was so funny I started to get really hyper this morning and kept weeing cows everywhere. My mom, son, and I were laughing so hard I almost peed on myslef. wE had so much fun. It seemed like everytime I turned around we saw cows. We also got lost by not turning with the interstate and ended in Columbia, NC. WE turned around and guess what it  was in a lot that said 3 something cows. I cracked up. The cows had guided me to turn around and we found our way back to the interstate. 
We had a lot of fun and I will post the pictures as soon as we get some.
I am really gad that my mom decided to take the trip. She really needs to get out more.
Well, we are leaving for Tybee Island in the morning. Wish me luck- hope I don't melt in the sun:)

Current Location: Savannah, GA
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Lips of an Angel

My sense of nievity

 

Tags: stolen goods, writer's block

I think that it is because I am very bossy, controlling and a perfectionist. 
I say what I think and think what I feel.
I really don't like people and like to be alone.
 

Tags: getting along, writer's block

I wish that people would recognize that I am smart and actual capable of living my own life. I actually know what I am doing and can live my own life. I have always been told that I can't do anything, etc. I am ignored when I give advice and it is as if I know absolutley nothing. But maybe one day I will be seen as an adult maybe when I am 40 in 3 years.

Tags: talent recognition, writer's block

Well this week I got to visit my family in Pikeville. While I was down there I visited one of my aunts. I really miss her and my aunt that passed away in November. My Aunt Sissy was the greatest. She and I were so much alike. We liked to read and travel and to enjoy life. She died of a fast progressing cancer that took her life in under 30 days. I hated to see her in the hospital but I knew it was time for her to go. I had already had the sense and the visit from my grandmother to tell me but I couldn't tell anyone- they would think that I was crazy.
My aunt was on a ventilator and they pulled the plug and ultimately she drowned to death. I really loved her so much. We spent a lot of time the past year when I would go down for work. She and i would get food and discuss the new books or horror stories. 
I just really miss her but don't know who to tell. My mom is suffering so bad and so is my cousin. She isn't really strong enough to handle the situation so I guess I have to hold it in.

Current Mood: sad

The perfect world.... well I don't think that there ever can be the perfect world. But if it could come close I wish that I had enough money to make me happy and not have to tell my son that I am broke. Insurance for everyone especially my parents. My brother and his family could be the way it used to be. And for once... believe it or not I think I am ready for love....
I simple would like everyone to be happy and accept each other.

 

Tags: world view, writer's block
Current Mood: depressed

Well, unfortunatley it does. I was a child who needed constant approval and praise. So therefore I have grown into an adult that does the same. If I am doing a good job I am happy. If I am doing a bad job I am sad. But I usually don't do a bad job because I am a workaholic and over compensate for everything that I do that I ensure perfection.
So I am high functioning cuck coo.
 

Tags: work & self-worth, writer's block
Current Mood: amused